Hates

Battling with anxiety day by day,

Feels like having a war with yourself,

I asked my how to stop with this anxiety,

The answer that I get I should overcome it myself.

A little thought ruined me,

Sometimes I don't want to step out from my comfort zone,

I seek the help from my closed one,

End up being laughed at.

Getting into knife fight with people around,

Getting help from those who doesn't care,

I thought I could trust the one closed around,

But I get stab in the knife from the people I care.

I hate myself for having anxiety,

I hate myself for hurting myself,

Who's gonna love me for who I am,

Who's gonna help get through with myself,

I read a lot of books,

But I couldn't solve the problem,

I guess I'm just a kid with huge figure ,

I'm not worth to be here.

I rarely eat when I'm sad,

I rarely eat when I'm mad,

But I'm still the big fat loser,

I never stop getting the anxiety to post picture and to go out.