Self-love
I have a goal in my head, Self-love is one of it, But everytime I look into the mirror, Self-hate came out first. I hate myself for having anxiety, I hate myself for having depression, But I was being told that everyone have that problem to, It just up to them how they handle it. I wish I could stand up and look into the mirror, Saying " I love you and its okay to be you", But I look into myself even without the mirror, I said " You are not worth it . You just a loser" I wonder how someone that have self-love, Is it happy? Is it fine there? I wonder how my life would be if I have self-love, I think it would be fantastic. But I couldn't get it, Because I'm not worth it, I keep breaking the promises I made, I keep annoyed the one that I love. Whenever I'm with him, I tell my story to him, I wish you would tell me that its okay to be that, But my wish is just wishes. I tremble when I cried, I'm afraid of facing the r
